24 January 2016

Entering into the Holy of Holies

It has been a while now that Abba has been showing me the difference between the orphan spirit, sons of God and His bride. He is showing me in His Word that it is full of the differences between the three.

To have an orphan spirit, or to be a son of God or to be a bride, is a position that you take up in the spirit.                                           It is also a condition of your heart. For a long season now the Lord has been restoring His sons here on earth.                             Romans 8:19 “For the creation waits in eager expectation for the children of God to be revealed”

But now the time has come for His bride to take up her place.

Ephesians 5:27” Then he could present it to himself as a glorious church (bride), without any kind of stain or wrinkle—holy and without faults”.

Revelation 21:9 “One of the seven angels who had the seven bowls full of the last seven plagues came to me and said, “Come! I will show you the bride, the wife of the Lamb.”

On Saturday the 16th of January 2016, we attended a workshop at a Mervis van der Merwe Worship School. It was a time where we worshiped YHVH directly from our spirits to His Spirit. The Spirit of YHVH moved in a mighty way that day.                         There Mervis spoke about the orphan spirit and sonship.                                                                                                                       It took me many years to fight against the orphan spirit that was within me. It was the condition of the heart. It is when you do not feel worthy of YHVH’s love, or even worthy to receive forgiveness from your Savior. It is when you feel that you get the short end of the stick when it comes to the Kingdom. The leftovers. There are many good teachings that is available about the orphan spirit.

The next morning about 3:00 am, Holy Spirit woke me up. He revealed to me the deeper things in the spirit about the orphan spirit, sonship and His bride.

This is what Holy Spirit showed me:

I saw the tabernacle of Moses.


The outer court, the inner court or Holy place. And then the Holy of Holies.

“ Do you see the outer court? This is where the orphan spirit worships Me. They are saved. Some even walk in their destinies, but they do not live in My fullness. They do not live a Kingdom life here on earth. They are not free. They are slaves to sin. They walk in fear. There are many orphan spirits that are worshiping Me. But I came in order for them to be restored as My sons. As sons of the Living God, so that they can have more than just the Blood that saves them.                  

In order to overcome the orphan spirit that is in you, your eyes must become focused on Me, and you will start to see how I see you. Then you will enter in and start to worship Me in the Holy place. You will have more authority in the spirit. I will be able to restore your heart. You will start to walk like a king. You will walk in My love and have abundance. Because you will have the position of sonship in the spirit. You will have an inheritance. 

Ephesians 1:11-14 “In Him we have obtained an inheritance, having been predestined according to the purpose of Him who works all things according to the counsel of His will, so that we who were the first to hope in Christ might be to the praise of His glory. In Him you also, when you heard the word of truth, the gospel of your salvation, and believed in Him, were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit, who is the guarantee of our inheritance until we acquire possession of it, to the praise of His glory.”

Romans 8:17 “If we are His children, we are also God’s heirs. If we share in Christ’s suffering in order to share His glory, we are heirs together with Him”

You will not be just an adopted child having an orphan spirit, you will become My own blood child as I change your DNA. You will walk intensely with Me. You will learn who your Father is and how I made you. You can live your life with purpose.

Do you see that there is a much smaller group in the Holy place than there is in the outer court? Not all will want to be My child. Some are content at being an orphan in My Kingdom. But out of My heart there will be even a smaller group of people that will enter into the Holy of Holys. It is only the bride that has overcome and are My sons. Full of restoration are and cleansed that will see My glory. They will worship Me there. A remnant of My sons for a time such as this. You see My daughter, I am looking for a bride who will live inside My heart. My Son Yeshua, when He was on the earth, only did what He saw Me do.  John 5:19 “Yeshua said to the Jews, “I can guarantee this truth: The Son cannot do anything on his own. He can do only what he sees the Father doing. Indeed, the Son does exactly what the Father does.”

He was living inside My heart. He knows Me intimately. That is why He could do what He saw Me do. My bride who are My sons that are restored fully in Me, is manifesting Christ here on earth. She lives in My heart and knows My thoughts. My bride will have a double portion of inheritance. She will inherit as a child of the Most High God, and as a wife. She will have the ear of her Father and the ear of her Husband. She will walk out her destiny with favor of her Husband and favor of her Father. Because she is loved with a double portion. I will expose the orphan spirit in My children so that we can change there spiritual positions and hearts together. I want then to become My son and be restored. The whole earth is crying out for My sons to be restored. I want a bride for My Son Yeshua that will come out of My sons.

But My heart’s desire is that My Son will have a pure bride who loves Him. If you follow My Son, you will follow Him into My heart. I have called you My daughter to teach My sons to become My bride. To take them out of the orphan spirit into restored sons. I have called you to expose My heart to My children.To reveal  the deeper things in My heart. They think that they will wake up one morning and be My bride, but they are wrong. It is a journey of purification and sanctification. You lay down one position in the spirit for another. You come and bring your old heart to Me so that I can make it beautiful. But sadly My sons think that they are My bride, but do not want to live a life of a bride. They are sitting with a spirit of denile and a spirit of religion.”

Holy Spirit showed me the difference between the orphan spirit, sonship and the bride.

“The orphan spirit will worship at My feet. My sons will worship with Me face to face. But My bride will worship in My heart.” For years when I worshiped I would dance in front of my King in the spirit. But for a while I have been dancing and would not be able to see Him. Holy Spirit said it is because I am dancing in the Fathers heart now.

“The orphan spirit only knows Holy Spirit. They will walk with Him, but they do not know Me as my sons know me. My sons know My character and My order. They will walk in My love for them.  They will allow My Spirit to guide them and to change them. My bride will know My Son as the Lover of their souls. They will know My Spirit intimately. They walk in My order. The order of I AM. They will have a deep love for their bridegroom, and they will know My heart's desire.

My daughter, I have been teaching you My principals of sowing and reaping. Planting and having a harvest. Every seed you sow, will produce a harvest. Not all of the harvest is a good harvest. The orphan spirit will take the rotten fruit of there bad hervist and eat them. My sons will gather the rotten fruit of there bad hervist that they have sowed and not know what to do with it. Some of My sons will go and investigate where the harvest went wrong. But My bride will take the rotten fruit and bring it to Me and ask Me how they can turn the rotten fruit into fertilizer, so that their next harvest will be more fruitful. The orphan spirit will always come to the cross. Lay everything at the cross. They do not move beyond the cross. My sons lives in My resurrection. They know the power of My resurrection. But My bride, she lives in the Kingdom already. She is bringing Kingdom to earth and lives in an open heaven. My sons know how to war against the enemy, My bride knows how to come and rest in Me so that I can war with her.”

Holy Spirit contained to show me the following. The Saturday morning when we went to the Worship School. About 30 minutes before we arrived at the venue, while travelling on the highway, my fathers car gave a message that there was no water in the radiator while the other meter showed that the temperature is correct. About 2 months before, my father replaced the water pump and had the car serviced. We knew that it was an attack from Satan, as he did not want us to be at the Worship School. My mother immediately started to do spiritual warfare. I sat in the car and prayed “ Father, we who are in this car belongs to You. This car belongs to You also. There is not much that we can do now. I ask that You will sort this out. What ever You need to do in the spirit, please do so. You have the authority. You are My Daddy and I know that You will take care of us. No harm will come our way. In Yeshua’s name. Amen.”

Holy Spirit showed me that my mother does warfare as a son. I took position in the spirit as a bride, a restored son, knowing that my Father was in control. What my mother did was not wrong. Please you have to understand that there is a time when you have to do spiritual warfare. YHVH is looking for a worshiping warrior bride. Both of our approaches were correct. Our position in the spirit was different.

Holy Spirit continued. “The last revival is on its way. After this I will come for My bride. The orphan spirit and  My sons will be in the wave of My revival. But My bride will ride the crest of the wave and lead the way. My revival will come, and you will have to choose if you want to be part of it or not. You can bring the revival in in 3 ways my daughter.

 1- I will set up prayer warriors that will pray before and during the revival.                                                                                                    2- You can bless the revival. Plant seeds for the harvest that is to come.                                                                                                        3- You can worship the revival in, with sound.

Sadly, not all will want to choose to be part of bringing in My revival and My Kingdom. They are content at idling along inside the wave. This year will be a year that I will teach you intensely and you will go thru a process of even more cleansing. More fire. I will take you deeper into the My Love and show you the mysteries of My Kingdom.                      

I need you My daughter to receive the seeds of that sound of My heart and take it into Africa when I call you to do so. These seeds will be mixed with My heart for My bride and My sons. To worship and war in My Kingdom with the King of kings. For now be still and rest in Me and go forth that My Spirit might teach you.”   

(All bible verses out of Names of God Bible)

Shama Shalom

Marikha and family

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